Some day I'm going to look back at this time of my life and relish what it's like to be in love. I'll probably remember how hard it was to say goodnight, and how calm and happy I'd feel as I made the same drive home, night after night.
Today he told me I'd make a good mother. I don't know why that made me so happy.
We spent the whole day together. It was way fun. I just love being with him. Later, he was reading for his Spanish class and I was just sitting there scratching his back. I had the sudden thought--What if he were suddenly gone? What if he were suddenly not a part of my life? I actually could have cried if I had let myself. I pray to God to keep him safe.
He always thinks I'm beautiful. Even on days when I feel like I look especially disheveled he compliments me on something or other. It amazes me every time.
And it's sort of funny...Every day I'm less and less afraid of getting married. Not ready right now of course, but still. Less afraid, and more...excited...
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