Slight irritation

Peter's girlfriend continues to make a fuss about me. I understand she was upset at him for not telling her about me (and vice versa). I really can't blame her. But come on. Get over it. Peter and I never even did anything. We went out to lunch a few times. We hung out (usually with other people present). And yet she still nags about it.

I can't even go over to their house, which is annoying. Peter hasn't emailed or text me since he got to Provo, which is more annoying because he's my friend and suddenly we're not "allowed" to so much as say hello to each other without her freaking out.

And she nags Mark for hanging out with me, which just puts the icing on the cake. She has no idea how hard it was for me! How it still is hard for me sometimes. She doesn't know how, when I was still recovering, when I should have still been angry, I was there for Mark because I care about him. She doesn't know that Mark and I, though we've come really far and are nearly back to "normal," still feel awkward sometimes, and that we're trying to get past that.

Okay so I've never met the girl. I keep telling myself I should be more understanding, less quick to judge, that I should give her a chance. But I don't know how to do that because she isn't giving me a chance.

It doesn't help that absolutely none of this was my fault. And I'm the one suffering for it. I hate to sound the martyr, but that's the way it is. Once again, I do nothing wrong, and I'm paying for it.

Slightly irritating.