Note to self

So Mark only deleted me on Facebook because he thought that's what I wanted--to never speak to him again. That post where I told him to "get the hell off this page" (that is now only in draft form because it wasn't very nice) made him think I was finished with him. Valid response, for sure. He just forgot that whenever I get mad I always regret it later.

We're supposed to talk tonight. Maybe.

I'm too nice. It always happens--I let people off easy. So I'm going to post some reminders here: questions I have for him.

1. How long did you keep this from me?
2. Was it the same girl as last time?
3. Why weren't you just honest about it like you were last time?
4. How, after all that stuff about waiting for me and wanting to do all the things we had talked about doing, did you suddenly want to date some girl that I knew nothing about?
5. You said you wanted to wait until you were temple worthy to date me; why was she different?

Okay. So I just want answers to these questions. There's definitely a possibility for me to get mad again but I think I deserve these answers. After the week I just went through, with that constant stomach-ache and even forgetting what year it was, I deserve answers.

I'm going to try to be nice though. I don't think it's worth it to make things harder than they are. And it's just not in my nature. I'll regret it later.

Blah things could have gone so much smoother. Let's hope they go smoothly from here on out.