Email #6

Hey Sunshine. Sorry to hear that the theater sucks as usual and that you still can't eat. Maybe you'll get mega skinny. ;) Actually that's called anorexia and that's not good. Ugh I don't know what I'm talking about. It's one of those days. I do wish you would get better soon. I can't even imagine all the crap you've had to go through. That's funny about your ward totally bombarding you. Just goes to show how amazing you are and how many people you've touched. And as far as singles ward goes, I don't really care. I'll go if you and Popsicle go, but that's it. Everyone from last summer got married, and you're right--I don't really want to hang out with Kelly by myself. So just tell them you'll start going when I do. Yay. I'll probably go to fourth ward the first week or so when I'm home though. My rents are going out of town for a week and I think it would be mean to drag Harry to singles ward. Haha.

I don't know what kind of "details" you want about me and Collin. There really aren't any. It's funny--I'm slightly (emphasis on SLIGHTLY) interested in Collin, but I spend my time giving him romance advice for this girl he likes. I'm screwing myself over to be a good friend. Go figure. I better get brownie points in heaven for that. Like I said though, it's a very very slight interest, and I'd have to say I don't even think about it much. Nor do I see him very often. So whatever. That's that.

And holding hands with Moho's doesnt really count as "action" I dont think. I mean, I really don't get anything out of it except the entertainment of watching other people be awkward. *Shrug.* Whatever. And I haven't seen the cute guy from Roseville since last Monday at that ward activity. So there goes that. No attraction to Mark, although he did stay at my house until 6 am the other night helping me study (Elizabeth is out of town. haha). But still no attraction.

And I never agreed with you about the hotness queen thing. So I can be the self-proclaimed Queen of Sucking at Dating and Life if I want to. So there. *Sticks out tongue.* You're the one who has guys asking you out, and stalking you, and buying you necklaces. Haha.

As far as Peter goes, I've been able to gather a bit of information from Mark. Haha. Apparently Peter and this Emma girl are really close. He said he once asked Peter if he was ever going to tell me about India and Peter said no. What a jerkface! I was like, well what was he going to tell me when she's out here and he suddenly had a girlfriend? I swear, boys are idiots. It's funny though, I still think Peter was a little interested in me. I mean, we hung out all the time, and he paid for me all the time. And even now, we talk about every other day online. We've been emailing each other on Facebook for a while, so I tried being boring to see if he would stop emailing me---and he hasn't. So I don't know what his deal is. I asked Mark if Peter's the kind of guy that will stop hanging out with all of his friends when he has a girlfriend. Mark didn't know--apparently they didn't really become good friends until after Emma left. So we'll see. And I know Peter has had gay friends before so he doesn't really care that I have gay friends. Obviously he hasn't knowingly met any of them though, and I don't know if he ever will. We'll see.

How is Popsicle by the way? Have you talked to her? I haven't talked to her since before she left Provo. Man I suck at being friends with people.

Charlie is doing okay I guess. He really enjoyed the Pride festival, and I know a couple of Moho's who went. He's not like antagonistic towards church, he's just sort of indifferent and doesn't want to put in the effort. Collin has been a good influence on him though and has been really encouraging. Charlie's also not going to stay at BYU. He's staying until October (but not taking classes) and then he has plans to do what Andrea did and go to Brazil until the end of December. Then Celine (who is pregnant, did you hear?) will be having her baby sometime in February and Charlie plans to just work and go to school in Cali. Maybe transfer to Davis or Sac State. BYU just isn't working out--he doesn't have a high enough GPA to get in. I think he wants to join the Peace Corps so going to Ecuador will look good for that. I wish he would get active in the church though. I guess we just have to keep praying for him.

I better get to hang out with you this summer. I'm going to have two jobs also, but still. If I don't get to see you frequently I'm going to kill myself. I'm going to need relief from the family, and I'm not going to have anyone else to talk to about Provo life. Especially the Moho's! Haha. I freaking miss you.

Love you tons. I have to go take a test. And then I have no homework the rest of the week. Sweet relief and birthday. :)

Natalie

PS--What's your favorite Disney princess? I can't decide...Belle is really pretty and stuff, but Pocahontas is hardcore and can use a bow and arrow and stuff. And Ariel is a mermaid. Decisions, decisions.